I Just Want to be Happy

Hi all,

It's been a good minute since I last checked this blog.

And yet, my life has changed so much.

Remember my last post about a job I really wanted to get? I got it. I left my previous company I was with for almost 8 years. 

So far (it's only been 2 days) I don't like my new company. It is a significantly smaller company, and my colleagues are pretty uptight and boring. Maybe I need to give it a little more time? Idk. I do have my regrets leaving my comfort zone, but damn I felt like I had no other choice.

This marriage has been forcing me to adjust to new life, again and again and again. I love my husband; he is the most loving and supporting husband ever and I am grateful to have him. But I can't seem to be happy, not in this marriage, but with myself. I don't know what else I should do to be happy. I just want to be.

2023 hasn't been kind, I hope the rest will treat me well. I want to be happy, for myself and for my husband. Hoping something good is coming my way, soon.

Please pray for me!