Affirmation

Hi world. 

I just got back from a short trip to Singapore. After years of staying home, it was so refreshing to finally go abroad again. I can't deny that I got tired way quicker than before, maybe due to aging? :( but I had a great time there, and I promise myself I will go to Singapore often this year no matter what, or I should just find a job and move there permanently. I made an oath to travel more this year forward; to have more money and use it to travel!

So far, this year has been quite tough. I had to make a lot of adjustments. I got married, which means I had to adjust to living with another person after years of living alone. Then I had to transfer to a new department, because married couple can't stay in the same department. I was the one who got transferred and so far I hate my new job. Everyone here is so kind and supportive but I can't seem to like the job, so I am currently applying to another company and I must get it. It's that or death. It's been a while since the last time I was so desperate about something and I am willing to do everything to achieve it --my true Capricorn color finally came to the surface. 

I expect to get the new job before second half of the year starts, so I need all the luck in the world to achieve that. Til then, I am still figuring a way to survive here since everyday is just so mundane and lame. There is absolutely nothing exciting here so I just have to try and pray hard to have my good life back. 

When I first moved to my current job, I cried my eyes out the first night because I feel like I had everything taken away from me. I was there for 7 years, and for it to change overnight, it was brutal. Nobody said that it was gonna be easy to make a new adjustment, but no one told me that it would be that lonely. My husband comforted me when I cried and I was so grateful for him. Now that I know what change feels like, I am not afraid to do it again. I mustttt get that new job!

Please pray for me and wish me luck!