Figure It Out

As a 32 years old, I now realize that..

I probably will not figure it out. My life is a total mystery and I don't know where it will take me.

I used to think that when I reached certain age, I would figure it out. I would know what I want, I would know what I'm good at, I would figure life out.

But I now realize, I probably will never figure it out. 

And that's okay, maybe?

I thought by 30, I would understand the meaning of life.

I still don't, and probably never will.

Tell me if it's okay to be floating in the ocean without knowing where the wave will take me to.

Because that's what life is to me.